I'm having Sinus surgury tommorrow. I think I should be a little more nervous than I am. But I guess my perspective has changed with things I wouldn't have even thought of. Like this surgury. All I can think about is how strong Brooke was and what she went through and what she would have endoured had she been with us today. John and I would have chosen to subject her to countless major surguries if her prognosis would have been even the slightest bit positve. Any chance she had we would have taken it. It would have been agonizing to see her go through what doctors and surgeons had described in order for her to be a healthy little girl. So as I believe more now than ever...Everything happens for a reason. Brooke was not supposed to go through that.  Our family was not suppossed to go through that. So the choice was made for us.  We did everything we could. I know there was nothing we did or could have done to change the outcome.
So sinus surgury...that is nothing compared to what my little girl went through. She has given me a growing strength. Thank you Brooke.